I had so much fun in 2014, to be able to have the opportunity to be myself and just to be selfish for a little while, to be happy and experience little joys in life. I've lost friends but gained more valuable ones instead, I've learned how to treat myself well and give myself a little more credit than I use to. I remember having a hard time moving on from this relationship I had and I was praying so hard about it cause I couldn't let go, but that weekend I went to church and the preaching was about closing that chapter in your life. It is over, it is done, He's got a good story on the other chapter and all I have to do is turn the page. I feel the same today, it is time to close this chapter and to experience the good God has always intended to put in my life.
I tried a little harder in the things I'd like to achieve and have reaped what I sowed. The only thing I have to learn, is to love a little more this year :) I had enough of me and I hope to open my heart a little more, to be able to care for the people around me, and to properly love with no fear.
I use to be terrified to care and love like I used to, but hey, what is life if everyone closes a door on you? What if you find a treasure opening that one door, and your life would never be the same again? Because 'perfect love drives out fear' right? :)
To 2015, I know you'd be a good one.
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