Dear 2015;

I had so much fun in 2014, to be able to have the opportunity to be myself and just to be selfish for a little while, to be happy and experience little joys in life. I've lost friends but gained more valuable ones instead, I've learned how to treat myself well and give myself a little more credit than I use to. I remember having a hard time moving on from this relationship I had and I was praying so hard about it cause I couldn't let go, but that weekend I went to church and the preaching was about closing that chapter in your life. It is over, it is done, He's got a good story on the other chapter and all I have to do is turn the page. I feel the same today, it is time to close this chapter and to experience the good God has always intended to put in my life. 

I tried a little harder in the things I'd like to achieve and have reaped what I sowed. The only thing I have to learn, is to love a little more this year :) I had enough of me and I hope to open my heart a little more, to be able to care for the people around me, and to properly love with no fear. 

I use to be terrified to care and love like I used to, but hey, what is life if everyone closes a door on you? What if you find a treasure opening that one door, and your life would never be the same again? Because 'perfect love drives out fear' right? :)

To 2015, I know you'd be a good one. 

Christ is enough;

I remember the first time I heard this song, I felt like I had nothing left of me. I lost my joy, my esteem, self-worth, myself. I felt like I let Him down and I was standing before Him with nothing to offer but my sorry self. 

As the lyrics played, I felt His love and grace fill me. His grace is enough. HE is enough for me. 

"Forget the former things, do not dwell on the past" -Isaiah 43:18

"But he said to me, 'My grace is sufficient for you for my power is made perfect in weakness.' Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesS so that Christ's power may rest on me" 2 Corinthians 12:9

I have decided to follow Jesus, no turning back :) 

that bridge;

He said, "it's not about the destination, its about the company" 

I am thankful for all the memories made this year, it was one that I would call one of my favourites in my 20 years, if it ever lasts, I am grateful :)

Intersection;

It's such a powerful thing when you put hope and value into someone. It changed me. 

becoming a woman;

LET'S BE HONEST.

I make mistakes. Admittedly, I use to think that if a girl has brains and beauty, she's got this down. She's going to have EVERYTHING. Shoes, money, bags, clothes, tifanny & co., boys, shoe room, good job, status, power. But someone slapped me in the head today with this verse:

Proverbs 31:30

"Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised."

Case closed.

let it go;

sometimes its really hard to let go. Especially when that someone knows you so well. It's hard. I'm confused. I love spending time with you and you probably do too, Sure, we're both oblivious about culture and upbringing but the fun of it is learning about them. You got me at the wrong time, its too bad.