Intersection;

It's such a powerful thing when you put hope and value into someone. It changed me. 

becoming a woman;

LET'S BE HONEST.

I make mistakes. Admittedly, I use to think that if a girl has brains and beauty, she's got this down. She's going to have EVERYTHING. Shoes, money, bags, clothes, tifanny & co., boys, shoe room, good job, status, power. But someone slapped me in the head today with this verse:

Proverbs 31:30

"Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised."

Case closed.

let it go;

sometimes its really hard to let go. Especially when that someone knows you so well. It's hard. I'm confused. I love spending time with you and you probably do too, Sure, we're both oblivious about culture and upbringing but the fun of it is learning about them. You got me at the wrong time, its too bad.

What I really want to do:

1. Get an internship at an architectural firm or any firm, really.
2. Start a beauty blog
3. Play a sport with a good, supportive group
4. Dance, and be good at it
5. Make a song cover

I guses, this shall be my resolution for now :)

Ambition;

I am a big dreamer. Sometimes I think my dreams are a little bit unrealistic but I am pretty proud of them..because somehow I believe at least, I'll strive towards it and land somewhere closer to the dream or even better, there.

So, what are my dreams?

Going through life, everyone gets hurt, and its easy to lash back and create a big wall, hide, protect and seclude yourself. At one point, I have done that as I was extremely tired and my emotional tank was empty, incapable to care and love. However, as I looked at my father, he was always compassionate, loving and caring even to those who have cheated and hurt him. It was then that I realised, it is possible if you are willing. It is possible to love again even when you have been hurt multiple times, it is possible to be a light in this dark world. My father probably does not know this but he is my biggest inspiration. His wise words often surprises me and corrects my actions. I have decided, that in all things and circumstances, I will be wise and I will be kind.

My ambition is to be a great designer, hopefully I can set up a beauty blog, to be a part of a international dance group (yehhh!), to sing like beyonce (dayum), be an international squash player! etc. but through these, my dream, is to be a good inspiration, to never intentionally cause harm or hurt to anyone, but to bring joy and hope through my actions and to live a life pleasing in Gods eyes. 

Day by day;

Most people think breaking up is a bad thing, a negative remark on life.

I kind of chose to take it as a good thing. I found myself happier, so drawn to the things God has planned for me and what I can do now. God is always good :) I read this "I know that there is nothing better for them, than to rejoice, and to do good so long as they live." Ecclesiastes 3:12

Be happy. Life is too short to be sad :)