Monday, 10 February 2014

Ambition;

I am a big dreamer. Sometimes I think my dreams are a little bit unrealistic but I am pretty proud of them..because somehow I believe at least, I'll strive towards it and land somewhere closer to the dream or even better, there.

So, what are my dreams?

Going through life, everyone gets hurt, and its easy to lash back and create a big wall, hide, protect and seclude yourself. At one point, I have done that as I was extremely tired and my emotional tank was empty, incapable to care and love. However, as I looked at my father, he was always compassionate, loving and caring even to those who have cheated and hurt him. It was then that I realised, it is possible if you are willing. It is possible to love again even when you have been hurt multiple times, it is possible to be a light in this dark world. My father probably does not know this but he is my biggest inspiration. His wise words often surprises me and corrects my actions. I have decided, that in all things and circumstances, I will be wise and I will be kind.

My ambition is to be a great designer, hopefully I can set up a beauty blog, to be a part of a international dance group (yehhh!), to sing like beyonce (dayum), be an international squash player! etc. but through these, my dream, is to be a good inspiration, to never intentionally cause harm or hurt to anyone, but to bring joy and hope through my actions and to live a life pleasing in Gods eyes.